I often feel this is a test.
As Mike and I toured the only 2 rental options available last February, I preferred the older of the two. It had more character and hardwood floors.
However, there were only 2 bedrooms, a dead mouse in the basement, no washer/dryer, undiscovered bats in the attic, and the kitchen was beyond small. I figured I'd use my slow-cooker or grill for the majority of the meals. It's no different than a camper kitchen. The oven was disgusting and had a bluish-caked on coating covering the oven racks and grill grates. Obviously unusable. I clearly remember having a conversation with my mother-in-law about camping-style meals I could make in the kitchen.
That's when I discovered the miracle of cleaning over racks and grill grates with ammonia fumes in a plastic bag overnight.
Whoa!
Suddenly, I had my first gas oven and I swear I'm never turning back.
Yet somehow I'm able to cook real meals in my hideously small kitchen.
Somehow I started a small business out of that kitchen.
Somehow I've realized I must really love cooking to be doing what I'm doing in that kitchen.
That kitchen.
My microwave is a mini-dorm size microwave. My refrigerator is an old-school top freezer-scratch and dent model, and my countertops are nearly nonexistent.
Which leads me to believe I haven't been alone in my endeavors.
A certain image continuously pops into my mind as I scrounge for counter space holding hot pans and watch as the spices fall out of the cabinet for the gazillionth time. That same image gives me a feeling of peace as well as a smile when I think of it. I believe it's gotten me where I am. Being a good cook isn't about how much space you have or having the best appliances.
It's about passion.
I believe I owe my passion to the European woman in the photo below. I look at the space and equipment she had to work with. From what I hear, she was an outstanding cook.
I also believe she's working with me as I prepare my soup baskets in my tiny kitchen... suggesting a pinch or this or a dash of that. A sprinkle of this or a drizzle of that. My passion was not given to me accidentally. And I couldn't be more thankful for the gift.
My Grandma Jirus (Grandma Claussens' mom).
AKA: Grandma Cake
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